 | wow | Jun 14, '08 4:52 PM
for everyone |
dang i must be crazy! it's 6.50am and i haven't slept.. guess what? i was [at least trying to] studying!! gosh.. this is so NOT-ME style to the max! ~_~
u're the one who said " i'm not ready yet" when i said "please go out with me" u're the one who said "yeap" when i said "can we still be good friends?" u're the one who said "have i ever rejected you?" . . . . u're the one who said "you're my closest friend here" u're the one who said "we're not compatible" u're the one who said "u have too much negative points inside you" . . . . u're the one who often got mad over silly, stupid, half-assed reason instead, u're the one who said "u're so unreasonable" [not to mention, u're mad of being called mad when u're mad] . . . . u're the one who always try to act cool to me in front of everyone, yet u said that i abandoned u when we're in the crowd.. . . . . me me me me... it's me who take almost all of the blame.. now please think [ i really mean it, please DO think with that intellectual brain of yours]... i'm merely your friend.. even u've said that in front of them.. so stop acting like i have to put u as my first priority.. u're the one that didn't want to get in a relationship.. i'm cool with that.. just don't scout me for every mistake i've done [read : "nah itu satu lagi deh negative point loe"].. even my mom wouldn't do that.. i'm not ur freakin baseball player!! do it to your other friends [yes, friends, not boyfriend] who could stand u [if any] just remember that we're still [perhaps will always be] merely friends, so stop doing that.. as long as u can't give me the answer.. don't expect much from me.. [wow english wow]
Thursday March 20 2008 last day of shcool, easter break started.. don't force yourself too hard.. leisure time!! [the beginning of an end -.-] Friday March 21 2008 Good Friday, then played Bang, UNO, cards at tracy's house till midnight.. Saturday March 22 2008 Basketball, trying to be cool by going to certain lame club~ Sunday March 23 2008 post-clubbing, 100% worn out Monday March 24 2008 woke up really late, dinner with friend, nothing special~ Tuesday March 25 2008 started to realize that havent revised any school stuff, worked on QM 2 assignments with friends..... for a few hours, then went out for dinner and caffe till late night Wednesday March 26 2008 heavy rain... too cold to study... Thursday March 27 2008 work on QM2 assignments, MFI Quiz, doing something unusual Friday March 28 2008 QM2 discussion, nothing much... Saturday March 29 2008 basketball & that half -assed Earth Hour thingy -_-" managed to do QM2 Tute Sunday March 30 2008 Virus on my computer.. formatting.. double OS.. @$@#%$#!%!%#! worked on Micro Tute [50%] and MFI Quiz [75%] WOW I studied really hard in this break!!.... Not!!
note : ~....~ ngobrol nya langsung. "...." smsan *......* telpon2 march 8th 2008... around 8pm him : ~eh besok mau maen basket gak lu?~ me : ~boleh aja ingetin yah, nanti ketemuan yah dmana gitu, g gak tau tempat nya soal nya~ him : ~sip~ march 9th 2008 03.10 AM me : "kalo maen jgn lupa ajak ya. mw ikut drpd nganggur :p" ----------------tak ada balasan, udah tidur kayak nya------------------- march 10th! him : "Basket." me: "dmana lu" him : "dah mau nyampe" me : "maen dmana" him : "lapangan basket" ---- wedew --- me : "lapangan basket mana nyet?!" . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . me: "oi" . . . . . 3 jam kemudian him : *oi gw abis maen basket nih.. kmana loe tadi gak muncul?" me : !@#@!%@#$@%$@%!#%!#!%^#!%@!%!@%@! tamat~
jadi kemaren kamis.. g ketemu orang ini di ym..
sempat beradu argumen mengenai siapa yg bikin gol lebih banyak
seinget g sih g yang ngegol [gawang lawan, bukan gawang wanita] lebih banyak..
tapi g kurang yakin juga.. makanya g nanya2 ama ni orang.. siapa yg nyetak gol lebih banyak..
maksud hati bertanya.. hati g jadi panas begitu mendengarkan penjelasan dia yg sengak -_-
gak rela direndahkan, yah g ngotot donk kalo g yg gol lebih banyak!
setelah berdebat dari proses terjadi nya gol sampe nyasar ke neriel vs nnoitora
akhir nya diputuskan kalo hari minggu [hari ini] akan diadakan pertandingan ulang..
[sebenernya sih itu tujuan g, mao maen terakhir sebelom g balik k ausi] nah besok dikumplin lah orang2 buat maen..
eh emank nasib sial dan gak jodoh, banyak yang gak bisa
alasan nya ada yang ujian [3 orang langsung gugur] ini masi masuk akal
alasan ke dua mo k bogor bareng keluarga, yah uda lah..
nah ada 2 alasan yg cukup bikin g panes
1. takut gak fit.. alesan konyol, padahal tiap hari juga kayak gitu aktifitas nya
2. mao k gereja, padahal kalo memank niat kan bisa jam laen.. yg lebih parah lagi.. itu kan rapat di conference ym, ad yg dgn enak nya bilang gak bisa langsung leave conference..
g rada kesel sih, cuma ya udah lah, dibawa santai aja..
cuma sayang, ada satu orang yang kurang bisa nerima itu
berikut kutipan nya: "semua orang kyk kentut..
niat ga sih kumpul2??
kl ga niat ga usa kumpul lg laen kali.. bubar aj nih CB.." lalu
"alah cape g..
laen kali kl mo ada acara jgn minta g atur aja..
bikin sendiri sono.." ya menurut g sih kata2 kayak gitu gak pantes diucapin
cuma karena masalah sepele, sampe ngomong kayak gitu
kan arti nya loe gak dewasa.. buat yg ngerasa ngasi alesan konyol..
laen kali kasi alesan yg masuk akal aja,
kalo memank gak bisa, bilang aja gak bisa
kalo memank males ya bilang aja males
tapi dengan catatan, diomongin nya baek2 so gak ada yg tersinggung di masalah ini.. :D ok deh gitu aja~
CB54 di pro futsal dan TA [futsal terakhir sebelom g k ausi] jadi ceritanye waktu itu kita mao maen futsal terakhir sebelom
para wna CB [gede & bam2] balik k ausi..
pas H-1, ada surat elektronik dari sang moderator berlemak
isinya adalah : "besok kumpul di BHK jam 7, GPL"
nyatanya? biji kuda.. sampe hari dan waktu yang dijanjikan
cuma gw ricky ama beny yang dateng tepat waktu..
sisanya cuma biji2 rendahan yang dateng telat, wkwkwk
jadilah sambil nungguin jam karet,
kita2 yang dah dateng "KONGKOUW2",liatin "CIEWEK2" maen voli
and ngegosipin pesta sex 6 anak band n murid hamili guru akir nya jam 8 kurang seperempat [persis seperti yang g omongin]
baru deh pada nongol tuh orang2 =="
mana udah ujan lagi.. untung tempat maen nya indoor
n kita k sana nya juga naek mobil nya beny ama bos kicol
jadi nya aman sentausa deh nyampe sana
di sana ternyata udah ada apin yang dengan setia nya menunggu
wkwkwk... langsung deh,, meski baru kekumpul 9 orang.. nekat aja maen
dari pada rugi bookingan..
untung nyewa nya lapangan yang kecil,, jadi pas buat maen 4 vs 4
logika lapangan kecil = tidak capek.. mentah sudah..
baru maen 10 menit.. udah ngos ngosan kayak ngko2 glodok
dipaksa joging 10 km di markas abri @_@
blom lagi ujan deres bikin org2 teriak2 minta operan gak kedengeran ada beberapa point menarik dari pertandingan futsal ini:
1.gol cantik agus dari sepertiga lapangan yang membuat kiper terpaku (0% skill, 100% luck)
2.penampilan perdana bam dan demas "si tukang jagal"
3.subono brothers yang datang terlambat [hanya terlambat 1 jam saja, luar biasa!!]
4.gol bunuh diri paling cantik sepanjang masa
5.geberan gede mengenai kacamata demas
6.tendangan apin ditahan dengan gemilang oleh agus menggunakan tangan
[sayang nya agus bukann kiper saat itu]
7.muka bono terhantam bola dengan kencang nya, pingsan sesaat
8.lagi2 agus, biji nya kena geber bola
[untung karena biji ama burung nya uda disimpen di tas dia,
jadi dia tak merasakan apa2, kontan doi hanya cengar cengir
kayak congor pas si pelaku [baca: handijaya] bilang "sori ko agus"
9.selangkangan ade nya bono yang lebih rapet daripada bunga desa
10. demas jadian, gosip mantan beny dah dapet coo lagi, marcella positif jadian
terungkap semua di sini abis selese maen, seperti biasa ngobrol2 bentar..
kolekan duit buat bayar
[bam2 najis banget, perkara 3 rebu gak mau bayar]..
btw waktu itu mbak yang jaga rada cakep tuh.. setelah bayar.. kita kompakan mau k TA bareng [bam2 gak bisa, dd nya handaya jg gak bisa]
jadilah kita bersepuluh k TA,, parkir di lantai 8.. siap2 terjun pulang nya [boong]
bener2 kaum pria tidak bermartabat.. mulut nya kayak toa semua
mau pas jalan2, di lift [ini yang paling haram, foto di lift]
di hokben, di gramed,, mulut nya udah gak bisa diatur volume nya
hokben udah kayak punya sendiri.. gramed numpang baca ama ribut doank,, gak ada yg beli apa2 lagi
dah gitu beny cicu banget kenalan ama cewe muda malu2..
akir nya waktu di TA diabiskan dengan jalan2 keliling TA tanpa beli apa2
[golongan PBOTB, Pria2 Banyak Omong Tak Berduit]
trus juga ngeliatin ce cakep dan bla bla bla bingung mau nulis apa lagi ==" P.S bajaj, cepetan sembuh.. kalo kena tipes lagi.. CB patungan bunga yuu.. bunga kamboja 0_o
Good morning [05-02-08, 7:46AM] just now, i had a nightmare.. actually this's not a new one, i had this once.. but this time, it was so real that i couldn't run from it [fyi, i have the "so-called ability" to differentiate between real and dream, so i can just wake up if i feel that i'm facing a nightmare" :)] since i think the ending was quite "dramatic".. i decided to post it here and see whether it's really dramatic or not ~_~ this nightmare took place in singapore [ i guess, even though i have never been there.. u'll understand when i explained it, hopefully :p ].. what was i doing in sg? simply put, i'm on my way to go to melbourne, australia [at the moment, i'm a full time student in a particular university in melbourne].. as far as my memory serves me correctly, i'm taking SQ [which is right in the reality :) i'm leaving on 28 FEB -08]... the route is Jakarta---Singapore---Melbourne.. i have like 10 hour time in sg, so my friend and i planned to have some fun in sg while we're waiting for our melbourne flight.. things started to get messy here [once again, thanks to God that this was just a dream, i'll be dead if it's real].. as soon as we [me and my 2 friends, nana and bobby, in the reality, only nana will go with me, who the heck is bobby??!!] arrived in sg airport, i just realized that i have forgotten many imoprtant things, started from my laptop, then my apartment keys, digi-cam, and finally my ticket to melbourne!!! i was devastated at that time, i told my friends that i was f***ed-up and they suggested me that i call my parents at home.. so then i called back home [whose cellphone? dunno..].. after a chit chat, it was decided that i must go back to indo and go to singapore once again ["there's 10 hour time, shud be enough" my 'logic' said] just to get all my abandoned stuff.. the ending: so my friends and i went our own way, i went back to indo to get the stuff, my friends continued their journey to the sunset [eww guys.. we're in singapore~ not in the "Journey To The West" saga].. P.S: that place in my dream, i dont know why but i think it's very beautiful.. beach, sunset and sea so clear that u can see the fist in the bottom, to bad i had to leave -.- ATTENTION.. NOTHING IMPORTANT BELOW.. U CAN STOP READING HERE will post it in my friendster profile as well :D http://profiles.friendster.com/arianebankai
asiik! akhir nya setelah g 2 bulan di indo [g "cuma" 3 bulan di sini, trus balik lagi k oz] g pasang inet juga di rumah, masang nya fastnet yg sapek sebulan :D
pas baru2 masang, g udah seneng bgt.. wuih akhir nya setelah puasa internet 2 bulan [gak 2 bulan sih, soal nya make internet di rumah sodara jgua hehehe], akhir nya g punya internet sendiri di rumah! bisa donlod n browsing sepuasnya!! ^_^ hidup itu indah! wuahahahaha
tap... ternyata -_____- baru pasang hari itu, selama 4 hari internet nya udah langsung gk bisa dipake, hal ini makin parah karena di saat yg sama, laptop gw dan ps2 g juga lgi error.. argh! sebuah pukulan telak buat supergeek like me 0_o
beberapa hari merasakan sebagai org tersial di dunia sampe akhir nya internet nya jadi normal lagi... muahahaha.. kehidupan bahagia yg sebenarnya dimulai dari sekarang -_-
hoby lama keluar deh, ngedownload [ada aja pokoknya yg di donlod] sambil ngaskus.. tapi sejak kemaren kesenangan g berkurang setengah nih.. kaskus nya gk bisa diakses dari kompi a.k.a error.. jadi nya g bingung harus ngapain sambil nunggu donload an selese.. mengutip kata seorang teman "kalo gw sih sambil donlod, kompi g tinggal dan g melakukan hal yang berguna" -_-
jadi nya.. yah akhir nya g nulis di sini deh setelah sekian lama gk nulis hahahaha... [ini gk terlalu guna juga sih]
ngaciiiiir~~
resolusi di taon baru ini : better academic performance, better relationship with ppl, better romance life, better man..
leave the past, just carry on, my every single step shall be the future itself [lupa ngutip dari mana. yg pasti bukan original quote gw]
untuk sukses di ausi, ternyata gak cukup cuma kalau u PINTAR, gak cukup cuma kalo u BISA, gak bisa lagi lah sukses dengan sistem SKS,, kayak nya ada yang harus di ubah dari cara belajar g, bukan sks lagi tapi nyicil,, bukan pintar tapi rajin,, semester ini g udah kurang meyakinkan di 3 subjek, tapi masi ada 1 subjek lagi yang harus g perjuangkan, semester depan... g harus bisa sukses di semua subjek!! harus berubah dhe cara belajar nya,, /hero
wuaaaaaaaaaaaah... belakangan ini g kurang tidur bgt >_< tidur jam 4 pagi,, bangun jam 8 pagi,, trus tidur lagi jam 4 pagi,, begitu lah seterus nya.. standar hidup sehat yg mewajibkan manusia tidur selama 8 jam sehari udah gak g penuhi lagi,, alasan nya adalah ........UJIAN!! err.. mungkin org2 bilang "wah u mah melebih2kan amat sih!", ada juga yg bakal bilang "wah rajin banget lu, pasti sukses deh ujian nya!" unfortunately, meski g lebih mengharapkan comment yg kedua,, kenyataan yg terjadi adalah g melakukan hal2 yg lebih pantas mendapat komen pertama -____________- iya.. jadi nya gini,, oke lah g bangun jam 8, tapi gak mungkin lah gw : "Teng! *SFX langsung bangun* gw mau belajar! ciayo!!" kan harus ada masa 'transisi' dolo.. yea malas2an,, maen internet,, masak malas2an mandi etc.. biasa nya beres udah jam 12.. dah di depan meja.. tiba2 malas2an lagi, ngerjain hal2 gak jelas,, pokok nya menghindari belajar [misal, menulis blog ini] sampe g sadar udah jam 6 sore n g blom ngapa2in o.O akhir nya efektif g belajar g tinggal 6 jam.. dan yg hebat nya lagi,, 2/3 dari waktu itu biasa nya g dedikasi kan untuk facebook n stuff >_< baru lah g belajar seadanya~~ huaaa... g parah bgt deh, gak pernah bisa serius kalo belajar! hiks! tapi g bakal berusaha terus supaya bisa makin baik lagi hohohoho.. memank susah dan bikin capek sih, tapi pasti ada imbalan nya! ^________________________^
well.. since this is my first blog and it's 2.03am in the morning.. i won't bother using English.. x( so here goes.. Indo aja yah ^^ hmm.. kadang2 kalau lagi malem2 gini, g suka mikir sendiri,, sebenar nya tujuan g belajar apa sih? apa kah ini bener2 berguna buat nyari uang? buat keluarga gw nanti? dan apa ini bener2 bisa membuat g jadi org dewasa? apa dengan belajar kayak gini, g pasti bakalan sukses? apakah dengan belajar lebih keras dari org laen g bisa lebih sukses dari mereka? who knows? g sering liat org yg lebih gagal secara akademis dari gw, tapi mereka kayak nya udah sukses duluan dalem pekerjaan nya.. well, kalo mau diomongin gitu sih.. Donald Trump, bill Gates blah blah blah sukses blah blah blah *cough* drop out *cough* blah blah blah.. yg jadi masalah, g bukan mereka, that's for sure.. g kuliah, dan g gak pernah berpikiran untuk drop out dari sekolah,, g belajar sekeras [well nggak juga sih] yg g bisa.. misal nya g bisa sukses di uni life gw, apa g pasti bakal sukses di dunia kerja? apa g bakal sukses di dunia org "dewasa"? well nobody knows, guess that'll be a million dollar question and won't change in the near time
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